Is this time for real¿?, am i starting to fall again¿?, or is it just a game, something i already know how it will end up and i'm just in there because of the fun of it...

I really don't know, apparenly she's way into me, she's not clingy, she's comfortable with my asperger and the fact that i have little time. Well, we're just knowing each other for real... my doubts are there because i tend to get clingy to soon.. is this just a repetition of the same illusion, or it's just that i don't know how to react to this kind of things.

Should i go further, be the first to say "i love you, be my girlfriend" or take it easy.. i hate it when it comes to this... she makes me happy, i've never dated a musician before, she plays guitar and she is also a teacher, has numerical ocd, dislexya, tall.. beautiful voice.. full bodied.. uncommon name, all the requirements are there..



Am i just afraid that history may repeat itself... she also cheated on her last boyfriend... will she do the same to me¿? would i stand it again¿?... or do i have her requirements.. do i have the courage to find out... can my mind take it¿?

.... I'm in a limbo.. should i stay as i am.. or go for it....
I hate decisions