I've always been known for being very naive, for being very impulsive when something... or in this case, someone, really interests me, it has always happened and i thought i could control myself better now... but it just happened again. With You.

I was trying to sleep and i just got it... I should've said things in another way, give you space, not trying to rush things.. I'm sorry.

I don't think it's not gonna be somewhat of a problem... a least today, considering it was your idea to see each other tomorrow, but, it can become an avalanche if i don't control myself, if i don't get to control my intensity.

It's just that, i really, reaaally like you, i don't know why, but it all feels diferent with you... like if there is no more opportunities, and i don't wanna mess it up.... It's a problem for me to find a balance between in keep asking you out and showing indeference.. when is it too much of one another??

I'll try and keep writing in here, as much as i can, for my mind sake.. i think it can help me control myself. A part of me hopes you can see all of this someday, in the moment you need (and want) to understand me more.

All this words are meant for you... but also for me, to remind me that i can be coherent and in control of my emotions, a reminder of my fears... and my hopes

...You inspire me to feel things that i can hardly understand sometimes, and in here i can try and comprehend them ... thanks for that.

I'll see you tomorrow.