I'm not proud at all about how all of this is hapenning, it's been a complete surprise, like I already said to you, I did not plan any of this, the... things, I'm starting to feel towards you... the necessity and attachment.. the longing to see you... I really feel them.. but.. is it real?? am I not being spoiled and selfish?? is it right tu even think about tryin'??o
But, everything matches, all the things I've already known are there... and our things in common... it's too much, so much that I start to question myself about every decision I've made up until this point.

It surprises me a lot that, even when I've said this thing to you.. you're still there.. as if nothing's happend.. is it because your psychology studies? ? am I being childish in bringing the matter up, more now than then??

I really wish to have the answers..

Is it fine??

Is it right?

Is it real???

I need a confirmation.. I need to see you again.. spend the day with you again.. like last saturday... I missed you so, the next day... the only thing I could think about was being with you.

I got really drunk that night.. after getting you home, I missed you, I wanted you there... I sang to the wind.. thinkin' of you

It's funny how a simple melody and words.. can distrupt so many things in my mind... or maybe, I'm confused, because I've never been as whole in my life, and I don't know what to do.


Today.. I realized on thing, the "Miss you" part.. that's real

Found this one... I was trying to find something relatable to Cyndi Lauper's song.. or soulmate stuff... and this...


...So adequate I believe